Sunday, July 4, 2010

All you need is love.

I'd give her all my love, that's what I'd do, and if you saw my love, you'd love her too. I love her...

If only you could see her the way I do, in all her grace and perfection. The light at the end of every tunnel, the silver lining on every cloud. She moves in and out of my mind every living moment, and her face is all I ever want to see. She appears in dreams, sometimes only briefly, and lets me wake up content and satisfied.

If only you could see her as much as I do, for I see her wherever I go. She is the only reality I hold on to anymore. Everything else just seems pointless and unreal. She is life, she is everything. She is the air I breathe, the water I drink, the food I eat. Everything becomes a small part of the perfect being that is my love.

You may think you see her, but your eyes merely acknowledge her existence. I have seen her, I see her everyday. The way her smile tilts to one side and her nostrils flare up when she is overcome by fatigue and love. The way a small part of her hair falls on her face, covering only a side of her forehead. The way she scrunches up her face and twists her brow when she is annoyed and wants only to be with me. The way her eyeballs split wide open accompanied by a long, loud gasp whenever she is pleasantly surprised.

You don't see her. If you did, you'd dedicate every living breath to her, the way I have.

So please, say to me, you'll let me be your man...

My love, I am not as perfect as you are, I never will be. I can only devote every moment to living up to the man you deserve, and hope one day, if I'm lucky enough, I'll be a man you can show off to the world, a man who can, perhaps, hope to be suited for you.

I want to be there for you, I want to hold your hand, touch your face and tell you that no harm will ever come to you, not as long as i can help it.

I want to be the man in your life, I want to be YOUR man.

The sun is up, the sky is blue, it's beautiful, and so are you....

If only you knew how beautiful you really are to me. There really is nothing I can say to you to truly capture the vision that is you.
You're more beautiful than the sun that rises over the horizon every morning, more than when it sets so gracefully over the same. You're more beautiful than the laughs of a thousand children. You're prettier than a valley of flowers, the wind blowing through the long grass.

Everything about you takes my breath away. Everything you do makes my heart swell.

I'm a loser, I'm not what I appear to be.....

I know you think I deserve you, and that I am every bit as good as you've said so far. But I'm not.
I'm not worthy. I don't deserve you. Every single day is a gift, because every single day has you. Every moment spent without you is a moment wasted, a moment where I lose all worth.

I don't know if this makes any sense to you, but it doesn't need to. Love has no rhyme or reason. It has no logic or algorithm.

I love you, insensibly and uncontrollably, it means that I Love you, in exactly that way. It means that the love I have for you has crossed the threshold of logic. My love, my life, my best friend.

P.S. I love you

Insensibly and Uncontrollably.